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This song was recorded while I was writing it. It's an intimate piano piece about learning to perform again. Coming out as trans and beginning hormones has had me hiding from the stage for many years, it's only recently I've started to write, record, and perform again. It's been a difficult process and I've had to just dive into it, even when I'm terrified.

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all my friends are islands/
drifting in the sea
all my favorite idols
are dead to me
I don't have a reason to keep on faking
like I used to
singin lullabies like the truth was something
we knew

I'm so sure it's gone I don't
even want to look
I'm so sure I'm rotten from my
knee down to my foot
I'm so sure it's gone I don't
even want to look.
Would you take a peek?
tell me somethin good

all my friends are just
as lost as me
we try to hold our hands
follow moss up on the trees
but there's no rhyme or reason
not like I was told to believe
we are spinning circles, we are
clenching down our teeth

I'm so sure it's gone I don't
even want to look
I'm so sure I'm rotten from my
knee down to my foot
I'm so sure it's gone I don't
even want to look.
Won't you take a peek?
tell me something good

I'm so sure it's gone I don't
even want to look
I'm so sure I'm rotten from my
knee down to my grave
I'm so sure it's gone I don't
even want to look.
Where's those angel's hands? baby's breath?
I need to get saved

let's get it going already, get it goin already (x)
get goin already get goin already (x)
I'm so sure it's gone, just get goin already (x)
go tell me somethin good.

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from Miscellaneous Tracks (2008​-​2013), released November 26, 2012

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Fever Dreams for Pansies Oakland, California

♡♡♡ A dreamy collection of songs by one young transsexual pansy boy. The artist lives in Oakland, CA and is interested in ephemera, reflections, succulents, and the ocean. All song purchases are MUCH appreciated and go towards paying my rent & saving up for some much needed surgery. ♡♡♡ ... more

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