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Miscellaneous Tracks (2008​-​2013)

by Fever Dreams for Pansies

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all my friends are islands/ drifting in the sea all my favorite idols are dead to me I don't have a reason to keep on faking like I used to singin lullabies like the truth was something we knew I'm so sure it's gone I don't even want to look I'm so sure I'm rotten from my knee down to my foot I'm so sure it's gone I don't even want to look. Would you take a peek? tell me somethin good all my friends are just as lost as me we try to hold our hands follow moss up on the trees but there's no rhyme or reason not like I was told to believe we are spinning circles, we are clenching down our teeth I'm so sure it's gone I don't even want to look I'm so sure I'm rotten from my knee down to my foot I'm so sure it's gone I don't even want to look. Won't you take a peek? tell me something good I'm so sure it's gone I don't even want to look I'm so sure I'm rotten from my knee down to my grave I'm so sure it's gone I don't even want to look. Where's those angel's hands? baby's breath? I need to get saved let's get it going already, get it goin already (x) get goin already get goin already (x) I'm so sure it's gone, just get goin already (x) go tell me somethin good.
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aching little baby, just a little sunlight, just a little sunlight left/ tired little honey, he says Don't I want the money? well don't I want the money? Get it/ I've got muscles sore I didn't even know I had I didn't even know that i could hurt like that/ was the last time it's not like you would want me anymore anyway anymore anyway/ gettin onto the train home they were eatin me up by the spoonful I just hope they could taste how rotten I am and I hope it made them sick to their stomachs, I hope I made them sick breakin shoes cause I'm clumsy and it's just the way I've always been I've always fallen into things too quickly/ Quickly tell me do you love me? do you want me? do you think I'm pretty? could you see me in the movies? I can/ tell you've got your own troubles, tell you've got your own wounds, I am licking mine and you are taking yours in stride, by which I mean/ taking it out on every flower on the subway and us pansies int he corner are throwing daggers back your way/ gettin onto the train home they were eatin me up by the spoonful I just hope they could taste how rotten I am and I hope it made them sick to their stomachs, I hope I made them sick
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Feet don’t fail me now Take me to the finish line Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take But I’m hoping at the gates, They’ll tell me that you’re mine Walking through the city streets Is it by mistake or design I feel so alone on the Friday nights Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you’re mine It's like I told you honey Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don’t know why Keep making me laugh Let’s go get high The road is long, we carry on Try to have fun in the meantime Come on take a walk on the wild side Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain You like your girls insane Choose your last words, this is the last time Cause you and I, we were born to die Lost but now I am found I can see but once I was blind I was so confused as a little child Trying to take what I could get Scared that I couldn't find All the answers honey Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don’t know why Keep making me laugh Let's go get high The road is long, we carry on Try to have fun in the meantime Come on take a walk on the wild side Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain You like your girls insane Choose your last words, This is the last time Cause you and I We were born to die [x3] Come on and take a walk on the wild side Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain You like your girls insane Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don’t know why Keep making me laugh Let's go get high The road is long, we carry on Try to have fun in the meantime Come on take a walk on the wild side Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain You like your girls insane... Choose your last words, This is the last time Cause you and I We were born to die
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Don't you come back now (x2) Have you ever had such a clean shot? Have you ever felt so big? Do you have any idea what you're doin? Or are you clueless? Never been real good at stayin mad but I'm trying to unlearn forgiveness. I don't think you deserve it anyway but who am I to say? My stomach still turns when I remember you're still livin in the city My stomach still turns when you pass me on the street I don't want you to have that kinda hold of over me so I turn away, break your gaze and pray sweet release I grew up in home on a hill that crumbles every year bit by bit everybody laughs at the fool who decided to build on it Heroes are a terrible idea I would of let you you get away with murder I been running for a while now but I haven't got all that much further My stomach still turns when I remember you're still livin in the city My stomach still turns when you pass me on the street I don't want you to have that kinda hold of over me so I turn away, break your gaze and pray sweet release I'm not gonna be sorry anymore I'm not gonna wait for some kind of closure, no no I'm just gonna take what I need an leave Walk off in the sunset in six-inch heels and a smile that you can't steal (x3)
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I’m so tired of trying to explain I know you couldn’t wrap your little head around it anyway I’m so tired of all of these games I don’t like your fuckin rules I never agreed to play Oops! You can’t find me in your little dictionary I’m just too slimy, slippery, didn’t you know that you couldn’t catch me? best me as I’m bestin gender fucker run for cover I’m gonna blow this shit up, try and keep up, a shape shifter that’s the kicker! I, I, I, I spy you with your scientist eyes all trying to pin me down but I’m too big for your boxes too mythical for you books and I hear your dirty looks and I see your whispers sayin these hips too wide and this voice too high for a guy try me, test me, go ahead and keep on talkin shit if you wanna see an angry fuckin fairy da da da da da da I doubt it da da da da da da that’s what I thought I’m a boot-wearin femme and a glitter-packin bear and I’m just the kind of man that’ll make you stare cause my wit is vicious and my cookin is delicious and I’m not even sorry that you’re missin out on all of this cause you couldn’t handle this, I’m too hot for your britches and I know I blow your mind just by existin and I devour your little binaries like it was nothing gimme more I’m still hungry and I, I, I, I spy you with your scientist eyes all trying to pin me down but I’m too big for your boxes too mythical for you books and I hear your dirty looks and I see your whispers sayin these hips too wide and this voice too high for a guy try me, test me, go ahead and keep on talkin shit if you wanna see an angry fuckin fairy da da da da da da I doubt it da da da da da da that’s what I thought
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Apples 04:15
Regret is a terrible thing to waste your time on but I cannot help but to write and re-write my tragedy and he is sometimes the hero, sometimes the coward, and sometimes the villain And one night, peeling apples at the kitchen sink he told me “I don’t ever want to be in a casket” So, we should spread his ashes in the sea so that he can properly dissipate and disappear and dissipate and disappear and dissipate and disappear and dissipate and disappear I anticipate you’ll disappear My thighs held firmly to the kitchen counter he dissipated and then disappeared soon after and by way of his unwashed hands for days left my thighs to smell of apples Regret is a terrible thing to waste your time on but I cannot help but to write and re-write my tragedy and he is sometimes the hero, sometimes the coward, and sometimes the villain “Oh don’t waste your time!” He’d say “Oh pretty baby, Oh pretty baby, don’t waste your time Oh pretty baby, don’t waste your time Oh pretty baby, on these silly things…”
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In South Carolina there are many tall pines I remember the oak tree that we used to climb But now when I'm lonesome, I always pretend That I'm getting the feel of hickory wind I started out younger at most everything All the riches and pleasures, what else could life bring? But it makes me feel better each time it begins Callin' me home, hickory wind It's hard to find out that trouble is real In a far away city, with a far away feel But it makes me feel better each time it begins Callin' me home, hickory wind Keeps callin' me home, hickory wind
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Friend 03:10
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It slips beneath your fingernails, like your lover’s skin And you’ve got stories you’d like to tell but you’re not sure where to begin And I wrote myself a letter once, it was of course an apology And I felt scars taking leave as I signed, sincerely me But I don’t keep those awful memories I just find myself a sweet summer breeze and Open my mouth and sing them towards the sea Careful that I don’t get them stuck in my teeth Well I want to write of pretty things like the way your hair curls, But mostly I just write to survive it’s nothing personal But you should you’ve a freckle I’ve kissed a thousand times That I’d like to kiss a thousand more, that is if you don’t mind You are a precious melody I sing as I wake, I sing as I sleep Lying my bed you’re so beautiful baby I’ve got to be careful to remember to breath, breath…
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'Round 04:12
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I can't get enough of you baby I can't get enough of you baby Yes it's true Baby yes it's true Whenever we kiss I get a feeling like this I get to wishin that there was two of you My heart crys out more baby It feels so nice I want your arms to wrap around me twice I can't get enough of you baby I can't get enough of you baby Right or Wrong Baby Right or Wrong When you had to go I hated the thought I always wish the night was twice as long My heart crys out more baby I love you so much I wish that there was more of you to touch I can't get enough of you baby Can't get enough of you baby I can't get enough of you baby YAAAAA Whenever we kiss I get a feeling like this I get to wishing that there was two of you My heart crys out more baby I love you so much I wish that there was more of you to touch I can't get enough of you baby Can't get enough of you baby I can't get enough of you baby Can't get enough of you baby I can't get enough of you baby Can't get enough of you baby I can't get enough of you baby Can't get enough of you baby I can't get enough of you baby
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I'm naked I'm numb I'm stupid I'm staying And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin' Lights black Heads bang You're my drug We live it You're drunk You need it Real love I'll give it So we're bound to linger on We drink the fatal drop Then love until we bleed Then fall apart in parts [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/lykke-li-until-we-bleed-lyrics.html ] You wasted your times On my heart You've burned And if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too Doors slam Lights black You're gone Come back Stay gone Stay clean I need you To need me So we're bound to linger on We drink the fatal drop Then love until we bleed Then fall apart in parts Now we're bound to linger on We drink the fatal drop Then love until we bleed Then fall apart in parts
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Oh and I'm feeling Directionless yes But that's to be expected And I know that best And in creeps the morning And another day's lost You've just written wondering And I reply fast All you need to save me All you need to save me Call (call) And I'll be curled on the floor Hiding out from it all And I won't take any other call I feel like a fool So I'm going to stop troubling you Buried in my yard A letter to send to you And if I forget Or god forbid die too soon Hope that you'll hear me Know that I wrote to you All you need to say to me All you need to say to me Is call (call) And I'll be curled on the floor Hiding out from it all And I won't take any other call

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This album is a collection of original songs and covers recorded between 2008 and 2013.

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released November 26, 2012

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Fever Dreams for Pansies Oakland, California

♡♡♡ A dreamy collection of songs by one young transsexual pansy boy. The artist lives in Oakland, CA and is interested in ephemera, reflections, succulents, and the ocean. All song purchases are MUCH appreciated and go towards paying my rent & saving up for some much needed surgery. ♡♡♡ ... more

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